May 17, 1998

May 17, 1998 just another day in this world, but for me it was so much more. My brother Manny was born :) that was exactly 13 years ago and so hard to believe. I remember being only two years old holding Manny for the first time. Blue eyes like the sea and sky, skin as soft as cashmere, half a plum face, and the first baby I ever loved. I remember being dazed with awe, just staring at the creature my mom had just brought in my life, all I ever wanted, a brother. I remember playing dress-up and making you be the prince, tag, and hide-and-go-seek. I remember playing basketball together on the church team. Swimming in the nasty pool in the backyard and you wanting me out so you started sing lady in the water. I remember riding the 4-wheeler while you were on the lawn mower and i fell into the crops. I remember every little detail of our life together, some times amazing and others not so great, but the important thing is we made it through those tough times. I am absolutely ecstatic we are so close. You are my best friend and nothing can change that. We are always there for each other, share and keep secrets. Never change or let anyone change who you are. You are amazing and anyone who says otherwise is stupid and needs a life. Your teenage years were well worth the wait and I hope you make every second count and don't regret. I love you kiddo! Happy 13th. :) <3

Growing Up

Do you remember when we were little kids? Back when the world was so care free and nothing could hurt you? The only thing you were scared of was the monster under the bed and didn't understand what a broken heart was? The world had no fears and Dad was the bravest man in the world. Superheros were real and Santa Clause, and the tooth fairy. Always looking forward for the days to pass and not living in the moment. Not having regrets. Boys had cooties and Every little thought in our minds were new creations. Learning something new every day. Not realizing the extent of how bad things really are. Crying for hours at the doctors office after getting a shot and as soon as you got a sticker the tears just stopped. Sometimes I wish life was like that. You could wake up every morning with a brand new slate. No grudges being held, grades aren't going to affect you future, rolling in the grass, being a kid. The best memories I have are from Elementary School. Knocking over a mean boys blocks, falling in the trash can on yogurt day, never memorizing my times tables, how excited I was on upside down day. The best days of your life are the ones you remember most. I look back and wish I wouldn't have rushed through the years. But you can't take it back. Just live in the moment because when you get into you twenties, all your going to do is look back and ask yourself why you rushed through these teenage years. Don't be afraid, take every chance you get, live laugh and love, and never forget

50 Random Questions

What is your natural hair color?	Brown
What color is it now?	Brown
Do you bite your nails?	Yes! It's my worst habit!
Do you crack your knuckles?	unfortunately yes
Do you like to go shopping?	absolutely best passtime
What do you do on a typical friday night?	spend time with my dog and family
Who is number 2 on your top friends?	Mari Vallee
What is one memory you have of that person?	standing on the corner whistling at old men driving by on hover rounds :)
How many of your friends have you had sex with?	uhm none?
Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?	my mommy
When was the last time you saw your dad?	Never met my real one
When is the last time you went to the doctors?	a few months ago
Have you ever stayed overnight at a hopsital?	yes
How many siblings do you have?	two
Do you know anyone named Bob?	yes!
Did you used to read those "I Spy" books when you were a kid?	what books other than I spy did I read?
Which magazines have you had subscriptions to?	none
Did you ever read any of the Babysitters Club books?	my mommy made me haha
How about Goosebumps?	No they scared me lol
How old were you when you stopped watching cartoons?	I'm too old for that? darn
What is one wierd thing about you that many people don't know?	I'm double jointed
Do you have any trophies?	yep
What kind of toothpaste do you use?	Crest
What hair products do you use on a daily basis?	shampoo and conditioner?
How long do you take in the shower?	about an hour
Have you ever gotten an oatmeal bath?	no?
How old were you when you started swimming on your own (without swimmies)?	well with the fact I learned how to swim right after walking because my mom threw me into the pool :)
What is the worst thing that has ever happened to you?	I broke my ankle while jumping on a skateboard.
Did you own an xanga?	what is that?
Did you ever own a neopet?	of course!
When was the last time you went to school?	I'm at school right now haha
What is the worst day of the week?	Monday :(
What is one thing you are looking forward to?	8 more days till the end of the school year :)
Do you own a piggy bank?	no i have a savings account
Did you used to play hide and seek as a kid?	I still do.. ha
Have you ever gotten in a physical fight with your siblings?	haha yeaaa that was pretty bad
What video game systems have you owned?	Nintendo 64, X-box 360, playstation, Wii, playstation 2
What is the last song you heard?	Forget You by Ceelo
What is the nearest photo of?	A treats for good grades poster with ice-cream on it lol
Are you a light sleeper or heavy sleeper?	heavy sleeper
Who is the most annoying person to sleep with?	my little sister she is a blanket and bed hogger
Who of your friends have you hung out with last?	Chance
What places have you worked at?	I've only baby-sat
Did you pick your nose when you were a kid?	didn't everyone
What is something you remember from elementary school?	Knocking over Elih's building blocks because he was a meanie!
Have you ever dated someone that wasn't your type?	yea...
What is the worst feeling in the world?	finding out something you don't want to know
Are you emotional?	very
Who is the last person you saw?	24 people surrounding me take your pick
What color shirt are you wearing?                                    blue